PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY YOU CAN NEVER TRULY KNOW A PERSON. I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THAT AND IT CAME TO ME TODAY. IT'S NOT THAT YOU DON'T KNOW A PERSON IT MAY BE THAT YOU KNOW THEM TOO WELL AND THE THINGS YOU HATE OR DON'T LIKE YOU CHOSE TO IGNORE. 100% NOT HEALTHY.

TO ALL MY LADY’S SOMETIMES HE TRULY IS THE MEANTIME GUY!

TO: MY MEANTIME GUY 

IT WASN'T UNTIL THE OTHER DAY I WAS ABLE TO UNDERSTAND WHY I CAN'T LET YOU GO 

NOT IN A PHYSICAL SINCE BUT MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL

IN THE BEGINNING IT TOOK A LOT OF SELF RESTRAIN TO KEEP ME FROM CALLING YOU 

THE NIGHTS I FELL ASLEEP HOLDING MY PILLOW 

BUT AS WE BEGAN TO TALK I REALIZED THAT YOU MEAN MORE TO ME 

BECAUSE YOU ARE MORE 

YOU ARE MY TURNING POINT 

WHAT THEY CALL A LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE

AFTER YOU I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME PERSON

SEE OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS MY GREEN HOUSE

WHERE I NEEDED TO BE AT THAT PARTICULAR TIME OF MY LIFE SO I COULD GROW
GROW INTO A BETTER PERSON

A BETTER WOMEN 

SO I KNOW YOUR THINKING:WHAT DOSE ALL THIS MEAN 

SIMPLY 

THANK YOU 

THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU,FOR BEING THE TURNING POINT I NEEDED

THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME BECOME A NEW WOMEN, A BETTER WOMEN

THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME TO SEE SOMETIMES NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU WORK 

OR HOW BAD YOU WANT SOMETHING 

SOMETHINGS ARE JUST NOT MEANT TO BE

BE MEANING

NOT YOURS TO HAVE AND TO HOLD FOR AS LONG AS YOU BOTH SHALL LIVE

BUT YOURS TO HAVE AND TO HOLD IN THE MEANTIME 

WHILE YOU GROW TO YOUR FULL CAPACITY AS A WOMEN, AND THAT'S OKAY

FOR THAT I LOVE YOU 

YOU WILL ALWAYS HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HART THAT NO ONE CAN FILL 

SO-- 

ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU AND GOODBYE 

FROM: YOUR FOREVER GRATEFUL GIRL